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Paper Alibis EP

by YonKaGor

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1.
I thought that it would be another boring night Until my eyes caught you where you stood, Stood in sight 'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret note I am pulled by your strings of emotions I can't, can't run away now Maybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismay Or maybe love isn't worth a try 'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blame So, I locked all my dreams inside Coincidentally our faces met again I kept stumbling, my hands trembling I'm struggling Even so! You're sentimental since the day it all began You are guilty of this crime You made me fall in love I really thought your gaze would fade after today But I was wrong when you came right back Back this way Although I sealed away these feelings building up Don't you know that I've been waiting for you? Take me, take me away now Maybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hate And maybe I'm not prepared to cry I'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakes So I kept alone my honest lies It sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your sign Love is puzzling, my heart's bubbling It's troubling Even so! It's incidental, we found one another's lives Then you stole this heart of mine You made me fall in love Coincidentally our faces met again I kept stumbling, my hands trembling I'm struggling Even so! You're sentimental since the day it all began You are guilty of this crime You made me fall in love Yeah! Fall in Love!
2.
So, what's your name? What was your name? I can't remember something so lame 'Cause I don't care No, I don't care That a breakup left you in despair Keep me off your track I don't need you back Crusades of guilt you put me through They make me sick To me, your life's irrelevant So, don't search for significance There's nothing about you I've missed I forgot that you exist So, what's it like? What is it like? To leech on someone else the next night? Y'know, it's fun It really is fun To hear you blame me for crimes I've never done Keep me off your track I don't need you back Crusades of guilt you put me through They make me sick To me, your life's irrelevant So, don't search for significance There's nothing about you I've missed I forgot that you exist Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Though, I've been thinking of maybe forgiving Am I crazy, am i strange? You'll never change To me, your life's irrelevant So, don't search for significance There's nothing about you I've missed I forgot that you exist Na na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Maybe one day I'll get over this, But for now, you don't exist No, to me you don't exist I forgot that you exist
3.
I lost desire, I never meant to leave I'm traumatized by excessive sympathy I kept on loving the people who are wrong Until my heart got swept along Why do I keep on trying? I just end up lyin' Come on, does it matter if it's fake? Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake So why would you hold on til' you break? Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway You’re seeking answers for the toying you’ve been through Grasping for proof that's been locked away from you I was a dream and the one you're looking for But now I can't love anymore If only time could rewind Fix my own broken mind Come on, now it’s already too late Come on, it’s time I reached my expiry date Goodbye, my mind begins to break ‘Cause once I’m gone, I won’t matter anyway Come on, does it matter if it's fake? Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake So why would you hold on til' you break? Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway Come on, does it matter if it's fake? Come on, how I feel is just another mistake So I kept on lying for your sake Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway
4.
It's now the end of all the visions that we had You were a friend, but we were never meant to be Because the lane we took is now a broken path I walk away now, to resign you as a memory Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care I know you felt that wasn't fair And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart While I simply sigh from afar, asking... Why is it comforting to know that we are done? Although these feelings are bitter and blunt? It feels immoral that I celebrate alone The relief is real I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin' Na na na... I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset 'Cause my emotions were for entertaining you I saw the crossroads that leads back to where we met Though I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenue Did it hurt? To think I'd failed to care I know you felt that wasn't fair And you were weeping, gripping my tainted heart While I simply sigh from afar, asking... Why is it comforting to know that we are done? Although these feelings are bitter and blunt? It feels immoral that I celebrate alone The relief is real I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin' I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile 'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mine You said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routes Am I wrong to want to walk with someone else? Wow - whoa - oh Why is it comforting to know that we are done? Although these feelings are bitter and blunt? It feels immoral that I celebrate alone The relief is real I'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin' (Ad-lib)
5.
Paper Alibis 03:15
I know I can't conceal, I know that it's an ordeal You found out all my moves that I can't disprove I see that you do try, I see reasons why you cry I see creases in your heart as they rip apart Now, I'm drunk on adhesives Trying to cover up stigma of mine But nothing sticks and nothing stays As you poke holes in my tale Please forgive my leaking eyes Please don't spoil my paradise Holding onto hope, shattered by The one who broke my love And I'm crafting paper alibis 'Cause I'm too weak for real goodbyes Waitin' to be torn in two Cause I could not tell the truth You know I can't forget the fact that you can't accept The people I adored the promises we sworn Can't you see I do try and the reasons why I cry These petty papercuts Don't turn them to a flood Now, I'm drunk on adhesives Trying to cover up stigma of mine But nothing sticks and nothing stays As you poke holes in my tale I can't stand reality You can't stop this agony Drowning in the dissonance by The one who crushed our fate In this life folded with tragedies We crave for more apologies Wishes, they all start to rust Our feelings burn to dust Please forgive my leaking eyes Please don't spoil my paradise Holding onto hope, shattered by The one who broke my love And I'm crafting paper alibis 'Cause I'm too weak for real goodbyes Waitin' to be torn in two Cause I could not tell the truth
6.
Dandelion 05:20
We were both so happy I planted a story with him But as time, as time passed, it withered And suffered with nothing to drink Yet, I'm still, still wishing On seedlings that sprout in the yard Will they grow? Will they bloom to scatter The yearning within my heart? Somehow, our childhood ended there Why did he leave them behind? The seeds of our dreams... Dandelion I have one more wish to make Before you blow away Don't let him forget His dearest friend Dandelion Please fulfill my youthful prayers Before it's far too late Can you carry the smiles from the past? And make them last... I hears see the waters The rivers won't stop and lament And I see, see the scene in black and white Lilies without their stems Somehow, our childhood ended there Why did he leave them behind? The seeds of our dreams... Dandelion I have one more wish to make Before you blow away Don't let him forget His dearest friend Dandelion Please fulfill my youthful prayers Before it's far too late Can you carry the smiles from the past? And make them last... Maybe I'm just too weak To accept that you'll never come back 'Cause this meadow's too bleak For you to blossom... Dandelion I have one more wish to make Before you blow away Oh, please don't forget YOUR dearest friend Dandelion Please fulfill my youthful prayers Before it's far too late Can you carry the smiles from the past? And make them last... (Make them last... make them last... make them last... Carry them from the past...)

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released November 29, 2019

Acoustic Guitar : Daniel Roughley
Electric Guitar : Daniel Lee
Piano : Cecilia
Tenor Sax : Martin Case
BV : Marcelina Permatasari, TEENIE

Mastering Engineer : Clockwork Audio Mastering
Special Thanks : Julienne Mae Sacris, Jacky X

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

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