I lost desire, I never meant to leave
I'm traumatized by excessive sympathy
I kept on loving the people who are wrong
Until my heart got swept along
Why do I keep on trying?
I just end up lyin'
Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway
You’re seeking answers for the toying you’ve been through
Grasping for proof that's been locked away from you
I was a dream and the one you're looking for
But now I can't love anymore
If only time could rewind
Fix my own broken mind
Come on, now it’s already too late
Come on, it’s time I reached my expiry date
Goodbye, my mind begins to break
‘Cause once I’m gone, I won’t matter anyway
Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, when it's real it's just another mistake
So why would you hold on til' you break?
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway
Come on, does it matter if it's fake?
Come on, how I feel is just another mistake
So I kept on lying for your sake
Why won't you go? You won't matter anyway
credits
from Paper Alibis EP,
released November 29, 2019
Composition, arrangement : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira
Lyrics : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira, MelloRange
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